My dearest husband, I have missed you so so much! 6 months ago we lost you. God needed you. There is not a minute, an hour of each day that I don't think of you. The memories is all I have now until we meet again! I will never love another man like I have loved you. We had so many talks about the future, but little did I know I would loose you on April 3rd. Like will never be the same without you. You left too soon and broke my heart! I know you are at peace now and have no pain, for that I am ok. I know you suffered everyday. So God knew he would need you in heaven. I will do my best to honor who you were, you were loving and cared deeply for your family, especially your children and grand children. You were generous with everyone. I will do my best to let everyone know the man I met and knew! There will always be the end of the day when I am at my lowest without you and cry. There is nothing I can do but to move on and be lucky I was yours for 45 years. I will love you forever my love. Your Spanish wife Linda.